Thank God...

Tuesday night band practice....OVER.

Hi, peoplez!

Yeah, I know.
Where have I been? Or maybe, Oh, my god, she's back! Great! Just F*#@%in' great!

Well, been kind of busy for the past week or few days.

Also depressed.

For Valentines day, Demon was supposed to come over for the Saturday
so we could go have our own little dinner.

If y'all don't know, IT IS STILL WINTER!
Icy roads+worried people=No demon.

We have to wait TWO more weeks, and it's ALREADY been two.
I really miss him...bad, but there's nothing I can do about it.

For one thing, this next Saturday the "youth" from my church
are going to the Bedlam game in the city.
If I, the youth representative, aren't there, it won't be good.
Just trust me on that.

So, why with the Tuesday night band practice?
We need all the practice we can get, and also we just got off
of a four day weekend, which always stinks.

I hated to go back to school.
Again, not because of learning, but because of people.

Not even my old enemies anymore.
It's my FRIENDS.

First of all, Ash (very best friend), got together with B(some guy we hung out with
for the first days of the year)
And ever since they got together
it's been literally hell.

When B's around, Ash tunes me out so she could listen to only him.
And when I do have her attention, well, he steals it away!
Not pleasant.
Just shitty.

And after this weekend, (and many other weekends), I can't look at them!
It hurts too much to see him hug and hold her,
or to see them hold hands or even listen to them talk!
It's unbearable!

It also makes Demon very mad.
He met Ash on an occasion once,
and didn't ignore her though he says
it was hard to since I was beside him.
He also says that he thinks she's not a good friend
if it only takes a boy to get her to ignore her other friends.
The friends that were there BEFORE that certain boy.

So now Demon's going to ignore her completely.

Great.

-Angel