Hmm.

List of what I care about for the week:
1. Demon coming to visit Saturday (you had to see that one coming)
2. If the new red I put up in my hair holds well
3. I get a lot of the sequal to my story written
4. I finish the book Mary, Mary
5. If i can get my iPod to work right


List of what I SHOULD be caring about this week:
1. State band contest THURSDAY (yeah...really major, but not on my other list why?)
2. EOI (end of instruction) tests this week
3. Getting English homework done
4. practicing flute (not the same as the first)
5. Maintaining moodiness and self-control

Okay, of course you may know that Demon will always be at the top of my care list. Everyone who reads this should get that by now. If not, you have just been staring at this thing and obvious not have been reading it. tsk tsk tsk.
Bad, people. BAD.

State band contest WAS kind of the thing pushed out of the way by Demon. I know, I know. I may not always have Demon (which is something I'm not planning), but I always will have my talent to play. Well....really after high school I'm not really into planning on playing the flute afterwards. I know, wasted talent, right? And I guess I should care about contest more because this is one of the only chances to show the state what the band has, and Demon can come over any weekend, right?
I don't know why, but Demon just wins. He always does. Even when I don't want him to.

But here's the thing: When we get off that stage, it's over. Gone. Okay, it's over when we get out of the sight reading room, something that follows the stage, but still. Once over, over. I'm trying not to cringe before then though.
It's not like I don't care. I do care. A whole lot, but I'm not so attached that I'll miss it too terribly when I get to college without it. Once I graduate, I'm gone, baby, and as the hick people say after a bitter divorce: And there ain't no gettin' me back!

And practicing my flute IS different. You know, we don't only play the two contest pieces. There's also a couple, actually three, more that we are going to do for a concert and a show on our "educational" trip. I guess I should be doing that now. -sigh- I will, once I'm done here.

You already know about my moodiness. Something I need some self-control on. No questions asked.

And about the EOI's....they don't even count for me. It's not like I won't try, but if it doesn't determine me graduating, I'm sorry, but you don't have my full attention if it's for a little practice on the subjects. I've already taken my biology test: pretty easy and simple enough. There are two english tests: Writing and multiple choice. We just did the writing, thank god, and tomorrow will be the multiple choice ones. I'll get through it easy enough.
Not sure what the next one is though. I hope it's not one of mine because that's our contest day.

I guess, oh well, then. :)

And why is all the other meaningless stuff important?
Well.....it's just what my fingers are typing. Sometimes I just ramble about meaningless stuff and don't ask me why but they just take priority over some things.

Well, off to practice the damned flute. Uggghh. -.-

TTYL (Type To Ya Later)

-Angel